ALL MY LIFE

Lyrics By Tawny Ellis and Gio Loria


You saw me old even when I was young

And I used to say you had an old soul

Even way back then

You untangled my heart set a fire to my soul

How did you know

Love when you come how will I know

 

All my life I’ve spent endlessly dreaming

And all that that I needed I find here with you

And all my life I’ve spent endlessly searching

And all that I needed, I find here with you

 

You held me up when I was down and weak

And I used swear I’d never let go

Then I broke it apart

These delicate hearts this life this home

Cut to the bone

How could you, you stood by me

You kept holding on

This love’s too deep it can’t be undone

Love when you come how will I know

 

All my life I’ve spent endlessly dreaming

And all that that I needed I find here with you

And all my life I’ve spent endlessly searching

And all that I needed, I find here with you

 

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Dear Muse

Lyrics by Tawny Ellis

 

Dear Muse I’m sorry for the confusion

For my grand illusions distractions procrastinations

You play your tricks on me

And just when I catch you

You untangle from my hands

 

Dear Muse I’m sorry for these delusions

For my lack of faith conclusions dissatisfactions

You put your fix on me

and just when I match you

You untangle from my grasp

 

And you rise up and you disappear

You leave me waiting

I’ll be waiting

 

Dear muse

I’m sorry for these retractions

For my bad decisions intoxifications 

You’ve been so good to me

I know I don’t own you

And it’s unlikely that you will stay

 

And you rise up and you disappear

You leave me waiting here

I’ll be waiting … you rise up and you disappear

You leave me waiting, waiting

I’ll be waiting

 

 

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Erase You

Lyrics by Tawny Ellis

 

I’m Thin as a rail

Got trouble inside me

Oh why won’t you free me

Just leave me alone

I’m not here for your gain

Just a play thing

A dangling jewel

 

What can I do

To Erase you

It’s not that I want to

But what can I do

Oh, To Erase you

 

I’ve too much to lose

Oh darling don’t you see

Oh why won’t you free me

Just leave me alone

My heart is not your game

Just a plaything

A dangling jewel

 

What can I do

To Erase you

It’s not that I want to

But what can I do

Oh, To Erase you

 

 

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I Don’t Want To Fight

Lyrics by Tawny Ellis

 

Just stay away from me

If you can’t love me right

Just wait don’t say another word

No you can’t change my mind this time

And I

I don’t want to fight

I can see it in your eyes but

I don’t want to fight tonight

 

Stand back don’t try to make a move on me

It’s no use the truth has come to light

And I gave my blood, my soul freely

You consumed me with pure delight

And I

I don’t want to fight

And I was always on your side

But I don’t want fight tonight

 

No

 

And I don’t want to fight

I now have to say goodbye

Cuz I don’t want to live a lie

No I don’t want to live a lie

And I don’t want to fight tonight

 

 

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I TO YOU

Lyrics by Tawny Ellis

 

A coward trudging along

With a secret here down in my bones

No starlight I don’t know where I’m going

In this dark night from you I run

How much can I want you before we are through

How much can I trust you

 

I to you again I go

Feel the hope alone no more

I to you

 

I turn back I feel the morning sun

Will you catch me from this abyss I’m thrown

Do you still want me have I been gone too long

Have I gone too far now why must I always run

How much can I want you before we are through

How much can I need you

 

I to you again I go

Fill the hole alone oh no

I to you again I go

Filled with hope alone no more

 

What would I be without your love

Would I be free could I feel love

Would I be strong or completely wrong

 

I to you again I go

Fill the hole alone oh no

I to you again I go

Filled with hope alone no more

I to you

 

 

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She Stays

Lyrics by Tawny Ellis

 

She’s always on the edge of leaving

One day she’ll finally find the strength to leave him

No one knows but her

Why she stays

She Stays

She can’t name one single reason why she stay’s

Or why she loves him

 

She’s always on the edge of treason

She ran away to her friends for the weekend

But he knows just what to say

To make her stay

She Stays

She can’t name one single reason why she loves him

Or why She Stays

 

 

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Tonight I Drink Whiskey

Lyrics by Tawny Ellis

 

It will hurt me maybe kill me

But I must go on living

I got a pretty good handle on this

But theres just those memories

That keep haunting me

 

My glass is empty come on hit me

I will go on living

I’ve got a pretty good handle on this

You know what I’ve been thinking

Tonight is for drinking

 

Tonight I drink whiskey

Play all night and sleep through the day

Tonight I drink whiskey

They say it may kill me some day

And that’s just fine with me

 

They love to love me then they leave me

But I will go on living

Don’t need your kind words not your pity

There is just one thing you can do for me

Just buy me one more whiskey

 

Tonight I drink whiskey

Play all night and sleep through the day

Tonight I drink whiskey

They say it may kill me some day

And that’s just fine with me

 

Now theres James and then theres Johnny

They have a pretty good handle on

Yeah…keeping me company

 

Tonight I drink whiskey

Play all night and sleep through the day

Tonight I drink whiskey

They say it may kill me some day

And that’s just fine

Yes that’s just fine …with me

 

 

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Why Can’t I Be Her

Lyrics by Tawny Ellis

 

You’ve had a vision of who you would love

The ins and rounds of her secret curves

And her soft words

But if her face is not so clear

Can’t you see I’m standing here

Just pull me close I will kiss away your tears

 

Oh why can’t I be her

The one you dream of

Oh why can’t she be me the one that you need

 

You’ve been alone too long now

You have lost your heart

So many have adored you

You could have your choice

 

If her face is not so clear

Can’t you see I’m standing near

Just pull me close I will kiss your salty tears

 

Oh why can’t I be her

The one you dream of

Oh why can’t she be me the one that you need

 

 Copyright 2011

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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